Close Your Eyes & Dream

I realize the house won’t “conform” to what I’m used to. I realize she’s being generous. I realize everyone was helping. I get all of this.
Now you need to realize that that doesn’t mean I’m not going to be pissed as hell. And that waking someone up screaming to go run and do shit RIGHT NOW is not okay.
She’s not my mother! And my own mother even knows better than to do that!
The only things she’d wake me for is accidentally waking me putting something in my room, asking if I wanted her to make me breakfast, and emergencies.
She knew better. I’m not a morning person. I never will be. How i wake up determines my entire day. If I get pissed off in the morning best fucking believe I’m gonna hold a grudge.
And you’re not even on my side anymore. Whatever.

I don’t want to be alone but I can’t force you to spend time with me

I just wanted a good night